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Common Eros

by Suicide Tuesdays

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1.
Day 3, 5:30am 03:22
2.
Barely Human 03:04
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the days are getting colder but you've gotta live them wrapped in wires and soldered you can barely breathe but breathing's not desirable anymore exhalations upon a bloody floor you're barely human but you bleed just the same the nights are getting darker but you've just gotta get through them they leave gaps in your memory and pieces of you on the ground there's no comfort upon the frozen grass just cuts through the bone you gave up on everything you had and wonder why you're alone still remember their voices still remember their voices still remember their voices but the faces have started to fade still remember their voices still remember their voices still remember their voices long after the faces have faded away
3.
Medusa 05:39
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spiral pulls you in made enemies of friends turned lovers to stone tore your thin skin from its bone your medusa's gaze how it freezes them makes them so fucking cold that they can't look at you i wanna tear my skin from bones i wanna tear my skin from bones don't know what to do when i can't speak to you got too much to say nearly choke on the lump in my throat i lost my mind, baby so i lost you too now nothing that i say is good enough after all the shit i put you through medusa turn my skin to stone medusa turn my skin to stone i wanna tear my skin from bones i wanna tear my skin from bones tried to dress it up in words tried to keep it all inside but my soul is just a shadow kept alive with poison vines i just wanna tear it open bleed it all out tear my skin from bones medusa turn my skin to stone medusa, tear my skin from bones just wanna tear my skin from bones think i'm gonna rip myself up to the bone
4.
Cabinets 03:56
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it's barely a mystery when you read from my history it's all in my file been here all the while still i gave little warning on those steps that winter morning i let you down i let you down again when i made you meet my shadow watched it tear your fragile heart out and then i drowned never to be found and everything is swallowing me now my head's just been engulfed by a black cloud and maybe i'm just fucking freaking out but everything is swallowing me now oh yeah everything just swallows me fall to the tile, weak at the knees and everything you say to me just causes me to scream and bleed i never meant to be like this cesare the somnambulist puppet to the will of fate a sleeping ghost without a face my blackened eyes, my fragile will forced now to destroy and kill my thoughts are not my own and i'm not proud you know i've got snakes in my head a thousand eyes that sit and stare through every love that's ever been and ever will, they'll all feel that chill stuck in place, turned into stone the time i had, something before they heard your knock upon my door they fixed you right in place with their dead stare
5.
Signs 04:18
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can't stay in one place too long always running around desperately wandering city streets begging to be found streetlights and faces and things you love all turn to a blur but i could never concentrate beneath the static of stranger's words how come i still see your face when i close my eyes i turned into everything that i despise can't seem to forget the shine that lay in your eyes just as the tears that i gave to you painted those lenses red now i wander city streets desperately trying to be imagining that there was a time when i made you complete but even now i still see your face when i close my eyes shame i turned into everything that you despise self indulgent... nothing self indulgent, narcissus said nothing
6.
Wildflower 04:15
7.
Synthete 02:20
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it finally leaves my system my transient lifeline now my head's on fire and my teeth are cracked and brittle my days stuck in place and still meet the man to buy my easy way out i'm too useless to cope without my synthete hope my heart shakes i can barely breathe only way to assuage the constant need to bleed boil in sweat and lose my vision but at least it killed my cares for a time medicating the sickness just covered up all the symptoms but the disease stays the same need something to dull the pain late descendant of sisyphus carry these chains upon my wrists fates have already cut my thread and now its wound around my head i'm barely human but i need just the same
8.
Love 03:56
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it happened again i loved, i loved, i loved never thought i'd regret that i loved, loved, loved but it did not need a subject should've left you be because i broke you when i became selfish made it twist and contort into a mockery my shadow just grew and grew the love that we knew set us alight seared your skin burned our bridges and our river was too weak to quench it our love, our love, our love caused me to use you caused me to drain you and i abused you with my games my love, my love its not even love at all my love, my love is not for anyone that's why i won't try to tell you just how bad it feels my words are now cheap to you, baby and nothing i say is real my love, my love,my love, my love oh it'll kill you, it'll drain you my love, my love, my love, my love is just a poison, just a toxin my love, my love, my love, my love oh it'll kill you, just fuckin drain you my love, my love, my love, my love just like the pills i take it'll claim you, it'll swallow you
9.
Insufflate 03:53
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it's your birthday i'll try not to think of you up all night on cocaine my lips are numb teeth chatter relentless they steal my focus prevent my mouth from uttering my warped old thoughts of you up all night on cocaine up all night tearing my hair out burning holes into my brain cuz there's little else to do now i know its a test i like to push the limits of what anyone expects toxin in my brain reminds me of my love the boiling blood in my veins has come to replace your touch up all night on cocaine better do out another line so i can keep on running away from the onslaught of passing time up all night on cocaine my fingernails are painted black chasing every distraction to make up for what i lack up all night tearing my hair out burning holes into my brain because there's nothing else to do now it's your birthday i try not to think of you up all night on cocaine my entire body's numb
10.
The Wound 03:45
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think i'm crazy attachment cut a hole torn up ventricle surprised this heart still beats intrusive thoughts i know their origin but i'm no better for the knowledge it's now so distant but the wound's still there it makes no difference but the wound's still there don't even miss you but the wound's still there wish i never met you cuz the wound's still there wish i'd never seen your face puked my insides up but the wound's still there learned not to give a fuck but the wound's still there scratched until it bled but the wound's still there banished you from my head but the wound's still there
11.
Common Eros 02:11
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not dead the sun still rises not dead the moon still lights the night sky but i don't know what it's for my reasons have gone poetic screeds litter your bedroom wall common eros in your blood plain to see when the mask falls projected image of the divine threadspinners webs reach the end of their line reveal to all your secret shame the endless wreckage that carries your name not dead though you may wish to be drawing sigils as though from memory crescent frame persists through the dark never really knew how to play the part but you wore that mask well like to inhabit those personal hells
12.
Window 03:24
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feet touch the steps where your thoughts are kept but i know i can't go up i turn my head try to catch my breath slip away for the night all the lights from the cars blurry, can't tell them apart i just hope i don't see yours it's gotten late no time to waste i wish i could erase my shame now can't take being in your mind gonna leave it all behind wish i wasn't even memory don't want to exist as the raw shade you see me as that fucking voice that you're so sick of hearing and i wanna go where no one can find me where no one knows and i wanna leave right out that window hope you don't see me you won't have to make any more excuses for being seen with me and i will be at peace when your memory fades and i am just a bad dream
13.
Endless 04:16
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i watched the trees turn brown and die withered willow branch hides the sun's light from a window where the moon can't hide a crescent shape and a single star appearing so close yet so far apart thought i saw you there i thought we spoke then i noticed it was just your painted shape just my mind's eye filling in the blanks these winter days are only for dreams but now it's time for me to wake for life to breathe upon this face we'll meet again in a different place all must be left in the hands of fate
14.
When Last We Spoke 03:02
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a world turned upside down just an average week didn't do much of anything too still to speak i take my crutches and run with them when i fall over i wonder why i let you down when last we spoke can't see the sun it burns my eyes a gaze in the mirror i can't recognise try to break it up gather up the shards cuz every time i split i fall apart i let you down when last we spoke there's nothing left of me since last we spoke
15.
Phantom 03:16

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released March 10, 2020

Damon Frawley - guitar, vocals, lyrics, synths, violin, production, misery

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